im annoyed that i dont make time for study, im annoyed that my grades are slipping and im annoyed that there is nobody else to blame but myself
I’ma just keep reblogging this every time it comes on my dash cause it’s so funny.
Rocktard is too freakin cute, Lol
Rcoktard really is so freakin adorable lol
if you asked me if I still have feelings for you, I’d actually tell you this.
"When I truly care for someone, their mistakes never change my feelings cause its mind that gets angry but the heart still cares."
This basically sums up the reason why I haven’t been able to let go of you. So yes, I still have feelings for you.
Go ahead, runaway when things get hard because for me, I would of given it another try. At least I was willing to go the harder way out. For you, it seems as if you wanted the easy way out. I can’t do anything about that. It’s your choice, your decisions. I’m not a control freak. I will not grab onto you if you’re constantly pushing me away. I had enough. I had enough of your games. Its either me or like I said, “THE EASY WAY OUT”. As you mentioned about “not giving a fuck anymore”, well fine. GO AHEAD.
It hurts, and it’s going to hurt for a long time. I held onto you for this long, and in the end, nothing happened. I can’t say it wasn’t worth it, because we had way too many good memories to cherish. But, I can say that you broke my heart to the point where I might not be the same again. It’s going to be hard, I know. You’re going to find someone else to be with, someone who isn’t as complicated as I am. I’ll probably get hurt a few times. But it’s life, I’ll move on eventually, and possibly, I’ll happen to find someone of my own. Someone who is willing to stay even though it becomes difficult. You and I, was history. Now, it’s a mystery. So go ahead, let go, forget, and move on as you wish. I’m going to take it step by step, because I’m no coward who rushes things. Moving on takes time, it can’t happen within days. You’ll realize it, and boy, you’re going to be frustrated with yourself. Go ahead.
Oh my god
can you IMAGiNE walking in to something like this?
So my school put on a Silent Disco once, and it was one of the most hilarious experiences of my life. Admittedly it is probably slightly different in that everyone just downloaded a play list and we all tried to start them at the exact same second. But that didn’t work so we all danced to the music and it was fine, but like, people would start dancing crazy for sudden song dynamic shifts that you hadn’t gotten to yet, and just… it was hilarious.
But the best part really is taking your headphones off, especially during a song that everyone knows. Because everyone is singing and yelling to the song and without the music there, they sound like a bunch of drunk, yowling cats. It’s awful and hilarious.
The rest of the world doesn’t have silent discos?
Silent discos are amaaaaaazing. I went to one once and they handed out headphones that were connected to three different DJs, so you could just switch DJs whenever you wanted to. And it’s great because if you ever want to talk to someone you can just take your headphones off and there won’t be loud booming music.
oh my GOD
I CAN’T BELIEVE PEOPLE DON’T KNOW ABOUT SILENT DISCOS DOES THE REST OF THE WORLD LIVE UNDER A ROCK OR SOMETHING
My friend went to one when he was in England for like a month.
Do I smell a class fundraiser?
OH MY GOD WHY DON’T WE DO THIS
"How do you know if its love or if you’re just attached?"
I haven’t allowed myself to fully cry out the frustration of everything I’ve bottled up. Lately, everyone has been dealing with much more dramatic situations compared to mine. I guess, I feel guilty to let myself out. I know it’s not healthy, but I find it much more reassuring. I’m waiting for that one person to ask me “are you okay”, not for curiosity, but because they care. I need to dispose my negative thoughts soon before I become emotionally drained. I’m not really calling for help. I just need a friend/someone with no problems to listen. I don’t want to tell my problems to someone who’s dealing with tons of depressing shit. I don’t want to make it worse, and I surely don’t want to place another weight on their shoulder. I need positivism. Motivation. Care. And new light. I want to succeed again. I want laughter. Fun. I need to un-strip these layers of blockage before it paves a sculpture of me. A sculpture I do not want to be, or see. I’m waiting though…Waiting for that one person who can lend me their hand, and ear. Its a lot to ask for, however its alright with me.